You hold me without touch. I’ve never wanted anything that much until I first saw you <3 with just a kiss you made me feel in the sky’s….

Everything changes when you appear. I refuse to admit that I’m a tv and your the control. The control that has the ability to make me sad happy ect… When I touch my body I immediately start crying why would it be? I’ve been watching you through my dreams at night it’s wonderful till i wake up. The normality absorbs me. I can’t control it , your my power on and power off. Don’t be selfish you knew all the time that your my everything that I only have control of my acts but feelings… It pretty much seem that you got it all “controlled” in your own way…..

Nature is amazing …. Life is full of mysteries and love … Love is what we most need and hate at the same time. I can’t understand our balance. I’ve forget. I’ve forgotten that you were a human, and suddenly you appear again in my life making all of my thoughts change immediately ugh!

HOW CAN I NOT LOVE U ? *—-*

:P

Sometimes I don’t even know how to express myself with this situation …. You always seem so calm and that’s what I admired about you , that is a part of you that I want in me.  I don’t know if one of this day’s I will be capable to see you again and accept what we used to be and what we are now. I don’t know if I’m going to be me or the perfect person that you make me be , and I’m not saying that is bad but if I’m a perfect person with you and I would love to be respond back…. And I know that our distance is my fault but you need to recognize that not all of the bad stuff I have brought into us. I don’t want to be part of your past . Most of all that I remember with you is happiness when we used to full my mom and run together … that was such a grateful time with you.